Somewhere over the rainbow......
I'm feeling the homesickness again, well, that , mixed with this pang of regret over everything I've ever done- career & love-wise. I'm still peddling this fascination I have with being a Chemist- although It doens't pay well at all. I'm struggling my arse off to make ends meet. It's just not fair. why on earth do married folk get a tax break .. hmm? 2 incomes? yeah.. they deserve thier money more that I do I guess. but NOOOOO I'm single- overworked, underpaid, undersexed (no amount would be sufficient)... seriously if this goes on forever- I just don't think i can really get ahead- ever. Maybe I have to consider marriage as an option. I really never thought I had to be with someone, yet the way society is set up, it's hard to make it alone. very alone.